I’ll be gone for a while send me messages for when I get back.
On Monday, I’ll be going away for a while maybe a few weeks to a month. I won’t be available to contact even by phone or Internet. I’m trying to get my shit straight. If you want to contact me or see me please contact Caleb Kirby and he will deliver the message, or give you the necessary information to see me.
At any moment
the roller coaster
can fall apart.
And it’s exciting.
You’re a ghost now
you left your body behind
I can’t talk
and you’re invisible
but I still see
in my mind.
Anonymous asked: Dear person I hate, dear person I like, dear ex-girlfriend, dear future me
I already talked about you, probably going to punch you in the face one day idk.
You made me sad and angry but I don’t feel differently and you shouldn’t feel guilty about that. I’ll just miss you. You have to understand I feel things stronger and longer than other people and I just found out I’ve accidentally been taking half the medication I’m supposed to for bipolar disorder. So even though we don’t know each other that well this may impact me more than a normal person. I may take some time off for a while but I’ll be okay. Don’t be sorry or feel guilty. When you’re with him you’re happy and you don’t think about me, so stay with him and I will be fine. I just enjoyed my time with you but we are all stardust and will be blown away from everything one day.
I still think about you constantly and I know it’s pathetic but I probably never fell out of love with you. I heard your group of friends smoked crack and even though I tried something worse I still feel bad for you because you were such a sweet and kind girl. I wish you would talk to me. It sounds like we could both use real friends.
1. You need to get your medication straight.
2. You need to get sober.
3. You need to get away from sharp objects.
4. You need to get away from girls.
5. You need professional treatment every day for a while.
6. You need to get far away from everyone you love.
7. You need to follow the lessons.
8. You to love yourself.
9. You need to reread this whole post everyday.
I thought I saw you moving
but I was wrong.
Oh, but last night,
I stared at my own hands
and noticed the stains
on my fingertips
then I realized why I left
such a bitter
in your body.